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I stopped my antibiotics. Again. I stopped the IV Rocephin 12 days ago (feeling ok with that) and stopped the doxycycline 2 nights ago. Last dose was Friday and it's now Sunday. I could barely lift my head from the pillow this morning. I am giving it 2 weeks. I promised my mother I would not insist my doctor pull my PiCC line out when I see him tomorrow. If in 2 weeks I feel as though I am dying, I will incorporate herbals. I will be in a rush to get them to my door. I don't feel as though I can continue with antibiotics. My gut (read instincts) tell me it's time to stop. I've been here before and got right back on after 2-3 weeks. Couldn't hack it. I will either do the Buhner Protocol or Susan McCamish protocol. For the past year, I have not seen much improvement. Only in the first year did I go uphill. When I relapsed back in September 2010, I never gained much ground again.
I am doing a light therapy using nosodes. According to the developer of the therapy, you must be off all killing antibiotics and killing herbs for the treatment to work. I haven't even told my doctor that I stopped. I will spring it on him on Monday. He should be thrilled I have my second treatment Monday. I am looking forward to it. If my blood results from the G6PD test are ok I will start IV Vitamin C therapy once per week. I would rather be poked with a needle every week than keep my PiCC line in.
I have had a rough month. 28 bad days. Just about as bad as it gets. I am making sure I leave my house almost daily regardless. I don't feel too bad today. Just feel like I have a really bad hangover. But I will have a little bite to eat and then accompany my husband to the local health food store for my daily juice. Organic: celery, cucumber, kale or spinach, pineapple, parsley, lime, ginger
God help me......