Saturday, March 6, 2010
I've been having a hard time the past few days. I have 3 weeks to come up with the money for a PiCC line, or to get my insurance to agree, and the money for all the medications. I am losing it. So is my husband. This is just too much. I just wish I had someone to make the best decisions & advocate for me. I'm not even that sick right now. But I just can't take it. I need a vacation. I want to get away. The beach would be nice. I feel like screaming. Can I cuss? Do you care if I cuss? If you called me right now, I would be cussing. Sorry.