I hate Lyme Disease! I hate it that no one flippin' knows how to cure it.
Yesterday I didn't even get out of bed to take a bath. Things are getting worse. And for the past almost 2 months, they have been GOOD, getting better every day. The past 9 days not so much. Maybe I was at the top of the rollercoaster and I am coming down. So there's going to be another hill, right? I got out to Sprout's market so I can get some food last night, but barely made it through the aisles with the help of my awesome hubby of course. He's always there to catch me if I start to fall. He's caught me every time. I've lost the 2 pounds that I so happily gained. And then I lost 2 more on top of that. What's happening to me? I can barely walk. My muscles aren't working right. I was gettting out of bed this morning & my legs wouldn't work. I had to get up & go down stairs to let the dogs out & it was not an easy task, let me tell you. Last night, Rover almost knocked me in the pool. Third time I almost fell in the pool. I don't want to go in the backyard alone anymore. I'll just walk up against the house. Today just walking up the stairs it took what seemed like forever. About a week and a half ago, I was running up the stairs. Thinking, I'm not going to have to get that PiCC line after all. Look at me, look at me!!! Smiles, all smiles. When I made it back to my bed my heart was pounding like I had just ran a million mile marathon & I was out of breath. THIS IS CRAZY!? What is happening to my body. Whatever. What am I going to do about it? Vicki says I need an enema. I actually have one. . .. . I've never had an enema. EEeeeeeeewww.... Maybe I'll go do that right now. I guess the enema helps with detoxing. My head feels like it's in a vice grip. I woke up with those words on my lips this morning. Vice grip. So I must've been thinking that in my sleep. I think my brain is swelling. YUMMY. That's always fun.
On a "YAY!" note, my friend Tracy is going to come by to visit me today. That makes me happy. So I must get my butt in the tub because I stink (sorry, but it's true. Ask hubby). Now how does one do an enema??? I guess I'll go find out. Aren't you glad you read my blog today?
I will drink a ton of water, take all my supplements on time & I will try really hard to be positive. Or at least not so negative.